One night dat changed everything.........(cont.)

Wat i found was my frnd Dau....(sounds lik a bandit from chambal)...studying at dat late hour......i inquired if i cud get smthin to eat......he offered me a bannana.......i swallowed dat in a jiffy......but dat wasnt enuf for me........but i knew complaining wud not help.......i thnkd him n marched on towards my room lik a soldier on a mission.........as i got into my bed,clouds of doubt once again started hovering in my mind......the pressure was mounting n i started losing my senses........it was first time in my life dat i was not able to sleep........i cursed myself.......but it wasnt in my hands.....i just closed my eyes n thought of my days at school.......it kept me calm for another half an hour........but still i was not sleeping.....slowly my anatomy started giving signs of lack of sleep n the pressure piling up......i was feeling nausea.........i drank a bit of water but it worsened the situation.....i quickly got up and went to the loo.....with vomit in my mouth and my head heavy.....i rushed to empty it into the loo......as washed up and went back to my room..........i was pretty sure
of wat was goin to happen the next morning........i was not goin to take my xams for the first time(i thought).......i almost cried for the first time in kgp......dat was smthin i'll never forget........
with this thought in mind i tried to relax.......then i.....i......i slept.....!!! for the first time dat nit i slept..................(to be continued..........)

One night dat changed everything.........

The day the endsems started I was confident of a nehli this time.....but i didnt know wat fate had in store for me......On the eve of "getting screwed", i was trying to mug my way to glory(nehli....a muggus smybol of glory...)......I started at 5:30 pm.....I was a bit tired but i carried on valiantly mugging my way through the nit,hoping that this will get over some day....
Nit grew darker....the owls howling.....a cold breeze blowing across the room.......I became so numb that i dint know wen the time went by.....and finally came the happiest time of a Muggu's Day....It was time to sleep.....I went to bed ....It was a nit lik any other....
I was on my bed at 12:30am too early for me.....I was thinkin about freedom....I also thought of the "Happy Times"......I thought of the result.....I thought of the future.....Suddenly I realized "Wat the F@#k I was doing..??".....It was no time for introspection......It was the time to go to Sleep....Half of the goddamn syllabus had not had the honour of being seen by the greatest Muggus of them all......The very thought made a chill crawl up my spine.......I tired harder,tried to relax but nothin seemed to b working.....went to the bathroom twice....this is smthin which I don't do after lying down.....time went by and My mind was al the more worried of the syllabus which I had to complete.....
It was 2:00a.......I was all F@#ked up.......frustrated and guess wat I was being disturbed by nature's most painful feeling...HUNGER......I got up n tried to get myself something to fill myself up.......Damn....!!!! The day was Tuesday....the canteen of our hall was closed...I cursed the canteen owner for choosing the day....then thought of the next time saving and satisfying way to get rid of this HUNGER of mine.....I went to friend's (Akhilesh&Ritej's) room .....they have always been my saviours in such desperate situations..... nit one of them was sleepin and the room was open.....I was again on my way back...again the thought of the xams the next day started haunting me......I hurried my way across the corridor literally running....I reached the small Nescafe corner in our Hall, but the F#@ker dint have nething to eat.......I was disappointed as hell even my luck had betrayed me that nit......I strolled back to my room....tired and frustrated but njoying the weather.......the breeze was cool and nit was beautiful......then I saw a glimmer of hope....DAU as we call him,the all Religious guy of our Wing(but he is not as half as religious as he pretends to be, i guess :) ....he always has smthin in his room.....as i went nearer I could see him sitting in his bed mugging.....My eyes lit up.....It was the best thing that had happened so far.......I almost thrashed the door in joy...... (to be continued........)