on my face..chewing dirt..i lie helpless..
bright spots is all i see...my mind drifts...
disoriented... i can't get my bearings...
beyond the forbidden doors lie dead ends...
not good judgment...but darkness beacons...
look what hope did to me wen i failed
it is a disease..a malady...
hallucinating..a pacifier...
they say that hope is imperative..
i say hope is a sedative...
turning senses against action..
a laxative for all the confusion..
once u taste it u crave more..
hope refrains the creative..and shackles the free..
look what hope did to me...
